Cat in the Woods...

Biggest gossip this christmas' not who's Manutd gonna buy, but Tiger Woods, the best golfer turned goofy, the cheater, the tiger turned pussy who hide himself in the Woods, no guts to admit. There, I'll say that, woman's one of the most influential "thing" on earth_to man. In your whole life, you are advised to have woman only, not women! Having woman is ady like keeping an unpredictable bomb, imagine having women...you're awaiting destruction at nuclear level. Remember my brothers, the biggest sex organ in your body is not your ? inch lil' bro, but your mind, remember the cons before you let your lil' bro do anything self destructive!

It was one day before I fly back to Sibu, had a deep conversation with my classmate, Haridasan. When talked about love, he asked me when am I gonna get a girlfriend? I wanna say: Dude, this question is tougher than any question in microbiology, but instead, I say I don't know, too much to concern, afraid to be committed because it means less freedom and responsibility which I can't imagine if I can handle. "What are the responsibilities you're refering to?" was the next question thrown. There was silence...until there was a bird flying by and chirping around and I said, I don't know. Hmm...that was a good question actually. Maybe, just maybe, thinking too far ahead of the future in relationships or in any other things is my biggest issue, sometimes, you just need to go into it first, then only you can see things more clearly regarding your future, open the door and step forward, not standing by the doorside just peeping through crevice.

I guess getting a DSLR would start a new chapter in my life as 2010 approach. It's time to put in more determination to develop more passion and skills to further upgrade who I'm. I don't want to miss anything beautiful around me. Photography would definitely help me observe more. Through observing every details in life, I hope to appreciate life to the max, be more grateful towards God, God's creations, God's blessings towards my family, my friends.

Hmm...my new year wishes, besides wishing for continuos blessings from God to my family and friends, I wish for great appetite to eat while building six pack, I wish to have a gf (if God thinks I'm ready) of my dream, I wish for passion and determination to be better in everything I desire to be.

This Autumn Holiday...这个马来西亚的秋天

在写这篇部落格时，距离起飞到吉隆坡还有。。。九个小时的时间。迈入二十一岁的青春，始终觉得这世上的批评，讽刺再无情，也没有时间，岁月无情。批评-讽刺至少刺激你进步，时间-岁月一去，不留一丝痕迹，屁也没有，是有头上三条线，还有懊悔，还有还有林志玲脸上多了几条皱纹，奶也垂了。

虽然这次假期没像原先定的去哪玩，但是每天的生活都过得很悠哉，我想这。。。才算是真正的休息吧（只能这么安慰自己了）。。。这一个月的时间里，大部分的时间我拿来看书，尝试去看看一些鬼马作家 》 九把刀/蔡智恒/橘子的作品，原来小说也可以被写得很浪漫，很有创意。渴望爱情如在沙漠里渴望绿洲的家伙们，蔡智恒的《懈寄生》是你们的鲍鱼鸡汤，去试试看吧。除了看书，我也不忘习惯性地将我的脑袋放空。。。放个真空，没有任何黄色的念头，这对我来讲是彻底的放松吧！哦。。。对，得介绍我的室友给你们认识。。。



“不错吧？”他是来自。。。孔子故乡的中国人，提倡以德服人，你可以想像照片里的他真是叫我佩服得五体投地，没话说，只有一声：“咳。。。（心想。。。苍天啊！）

说到迈入二十一岁。。。回望我的人生 + 在这假期又读了几本小说（小说跟爱情永远是扯个没完没了）虽然谈不上有什么成就（唯一最自豪的就是到目前为止我还没有肚腩，而我的某些朋友，小西瓜已经三个月大了，谢谢你们的 “提醒”，我会努力的，努力的做 sit up 练我的腹肌，ps 不好意思啦，我是想刺激你们，让这个世界走向。。。男人不再有肚腩的时代，我人很好的，你们是知道的！！！），但是最遗憾的是连场恋爱都没谈过，从此，我错过了那些年，爱情最纯真，没有杂质的年代，接下来将来临的爱情（如果有来临的话），将会是什么样的呢？绝不会是单单纯纯的爱了吧？想到这点，唯有 “干”，才能解释我的心情。只能以自由无价来安慰自己了。

家里的其中一只不知道 “洞” 在那里的 maltese 狗，在这假期辛苦了，被我当狗肉风筝一样的耍（是它自己先无理取闹的乱叫，我才会向它下毒手的！），刚才放它出监狱出来走走，结果它开上十足马力，哦不，是-狗力，疯狂的东奔西跑，北飞南跳，抓住了它还吐舌头装死，赖着不让我抱它回它的狗监狱。。。狗就是狗～

好了，又要回吉隆坡那个鸟不放屁的地方了，祝福我吧，祝福我的学妹们都是单身靓妹！！！

Some of the pics I spent with my coursemates...

Our class' top student is...acting weird, I know...

I'm acting weird also...
Checking each other's oral cavity...and patient's with cool sunglasses...


the seniors proud coz snatch many chicken wings...

the scene ppl went snatching the chick wings...

Naughty boy doing sth to biochem's lecturer's ass...



went Fireman restaurant...

got games to play after dinner...
michelle and sarah...

Bullshit? Just wait and see...

Recently found myself starting to get talkative in class, and some of my classmates are saying I've split characteristics while gossiping dogshit about me...well, it takes time, a long time indeed from last november till most recently, to get into the mixture, I mean, to really talk something (in an acceptable flow) my mind tells me, it's most probably the English problem, actually. So, there's a christian girl, my classmate, nice, decent, great charisma, a rare species (for me ONLY, coz everybody's got diff taste) to find in this kinda era, but there's two big words: NON AVAILABLE written on her forehead, so for me, SERIOUSLY, that's the end of the story for the possibility of developing into a relationship, coz "Every nice girl in this world's been occupied, when you see one, you have to either snatch it or forget about it while hiding in one corner licking your wound pathetically" (it's one of my classmate's philosophy!) is never evA, gonna be my philosophy, I'll SCREW that straight away. And when I was explaining this, some people, particular some of my best friends said that I'm BULLSHITING, Oh that hurts! It means I'm just pretending I'm holy and nice and something like that. I'm who I'm and I don't pretend. Yes, I admit I'm quite close to her recently, but I'm close to the other Christian Indian as well, and what do say about that? Yes, we share our thoughts sometimes because I thought we're on the same page, sometimes ONLY, and we're never close to the extent that we're sharing everything or touching/poking each other physically like some of those in our class despite huge age diff. It's simply normal friends, with the potential to be good friends as I've put my friends' version's faith and feelings into it. Friendship within the border is acceptable and continuable as long as I have no stupid, out of my mind intentions, right? Here, I screw you one more time. And sometimes, like this occassion, the friendship distance between us is the most beautiful distance, and I'm grateful of that. There's possibility that I might be the better guy like some of you said, and in which I'm self confident enough to say that also, but, someone better in overall doesn't mean he's good enough to excel when it comes to LOVE also (even the smartest ass Einstein or Edisson I can't really remember, fail in his marriage OK? And I'm still a virgin in LOVE). A girl can be happier with someone you think is no better than you, because it doesn't matter how much LOVE you can give, it's...what love you can give according to her appetite.(This is MY philosophy, no copycats pls!) Ok, even if majority assume that I can 99.99% give her more quality love and what love she wants, I myself won't let her take that risk. NEVER gamble your current relationship which you're confident that it'll work out (that's my philosophy too). As what I've known, this LOVE thing is never gonna be 100% guarantee. To be honest, seriously, I'm happy for her, happy to see one of my close friends (I actually find it hard to find real friends in KL...) bathing in great happiness, my happiness in seeing her happiness OVERWHELMS the happiness of (couple) relationship we can possibly develop. YES, it may sound bullshit, BULLSHIT, but my Father in Heaven knows me more than anyone else, and time will judge my personality, my characteristics, my philosophy.

Surprise, surprise, surprise...

It's a normal day, wake up at 6am, prepare myself, take the damn lift, wait for the school bus, wobbling in the bus, arrive destination, collect a piece of free newspapers, went to subway, halfway ordering my subway breakfast, heard some sweet voice calling my chinese name_JIA LIANG...OMG, it's CONNIE, what the...I was too surprised to see her in office clothing knowing in the first place she's still studying in UK and she's supposed to enjoy her summer hols in Sibu...She's doing intern, hmm...I never knew law students can have intern also...Ahhh, it's always nice to see someone from my hometown, especially those who come back once or twice in a year. Was really good to see her well and really thought it's a big sacrifice to just have holiday in Sibu for 4 days only and after that have to come to this damn KL place to do intern ady, semangat la wei...GOD listens to my prayers in assuring my lovely friends all around the world_blessed, THANK YOU. Hope some brilliant scientist can come out with a solution with H1N1 asap. And YES, going back Sibu in 2 weeks time, hahaha...

Horror movie...

Went to the cinema to test my guts (you know what I've watched most recently)...turns out I'm not that gutsy, found my seat wet when I got up and heading to the cinema exit, LOL...just a joke!

Aha, blogging...

1st things 1st, C.Ro off to Real Madrid's been the headlines, the most expensive deal in football history, to this, I'll say YES, C.Ro, you finally left after all your fucking nonsense and with 80 mil pounds + more room for improvement for W.Rooney, Nani, Marcheda, Manchester United will only get better. Yes, you're the total package, you can dribble the ball, fire 40 yards screamer, fancy your tricks like a pony, challenge Usain Bolt in sprinting (erm, but you don't really know how to drive a ferrari) bla bla bla, but what makes a player respectful is his professionalism, attitude and loyalty to his club and country. As a die hard fan of Manutd, I've read almost all the articles in UK since your confirmed departure and totally agree that it's the likes of all the potential greats like Rooney, Berba, Carrick, Tevez that sacrifice personal honours to make you the player you are today. Football is round and it's a pure team game. Leaving the best club in the planet, you'll never be better and I bet you'll be further downgraded than expected, cause in R.Madrid, you'll just be an "individual" fighting for vital role in the starting 11, no supporting casts, because I think most modern superstars are selfish for individual success, for some reason, I guess you've found a right team which is your dream team, because R.Madrid is made of superstars, it's never a team, and birds of a feather flock together. I'm sure all Manutd die hard fans are tired of your flirts with Real, and will be much more excited in the coming seasons who'll be the next to emerge as the X-factor to carry Manutd to more success.

Summer holidays' here, and it's the time every year when my best buddies go back hometown to enjoy gathering and...BOREDOM. Ahaha...Kevin's ady complaining that less than a week's return to Sibu since leaving last yr's Sept. Basketballers all there in My Centre bouncing around the court, but me, me, me's still here in KL studying? Arghhh...hate it. WHY? My stupid Uni's year end holiday's totally diff. Haiz...is all I can do.

Have been having lunch with my pretty secondary school senior, talked about many things...AND got to know she's in LOVE ady. Happy for her, Sad for myself...Being a guy that's been fancying LOVE for so many years, being what I can confidently say I'm ready to give the LOVE, I can only listen and enjoy every moment of sad love songs to suppress my desperation towards love, haha. Picked up an old song recently-笨小孩 where there's one part of the lyrics:“ 哦...他们说城市里男不坏女不爱，怎么想也不明白！妈妈说真心爱会爱得很精彩，结果我没有女孩！！笨小孩依然是坚强的像石头一块，只是晚上寂寞难耐！！！” 唱到这里我想哭也想笑， 想哭，因为唱的好像是我，想笑，因为如果唱的真的是我，那也只有无奈的自嘲...I personally think that I'm lucky to be surrounded with pretty girls with great personalities, but when it comes to BF vacancy, I'm not sure if I'm still that lucky, haha...Anyway, my faith is in my Father in Heaven, always and forever (but sometimes my patience drives me crazy, any idea what can suppress this factor? For loneliness, at least I can say in the other way round that I've freedom, but for patience, Haiz...)...

Looking forward for coming soon mid sem break and arrival of Manutd to play M'sia National Team(Rooney, Nani, Scholesy, Giggsy, Anderson, Evra, Vidic, Ferdinand, Marcheda you better come!!!), I'm sure it'll be one of the best moments in my life.